Life's unfairness

Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?

ps: Today I look in the mirror and it's not my friend..I hate when everything I see in it offends
My brain said a different story with my heart..Maybe, its better now that too long.
Let's not believe what I can't live with, my excuses of your weakness.
Maybe today, my life has an unfair turn but I have to let go,you were my lesson I had to learn,I was your fortress you had to burn,faith is a warning that somethings wrong,the spells been broke i love you so
freedom comes when you learn to let go..creation comes when you learn to say no.

....theres nothing left to lose, Because theres no more heart to bruise

Take good care of yourself, Ikhtiar Harefa..